daydreams
reality
deja vu
nightmares
boulevard
i just want to spend my life with you
just you and me
Ong Tze Ni
eighteen
9th september 1987
TP cmm.
loves mr yang.
Dance
WISHLIST
`nike sneakers
`Roxy t-shirts and shorts
`more Roxy t-shirts
`bikini
`Japanese Dictionary
`Chuck Taylor (high cut)
`Disney collection shirt from giordano
`Sandals frm Charles&Keith
`giordano cargo pants
`one more pair of jeans
'victoria secrets bikini and undies
'Converse (low cut)
'crumpler bag
'tanned skin
'more Volcom t-shirts
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i move already okieeee???
link me at zinnnc.livejournal.com
buh byeeeeee. mmuah!
*ni("v")keng**28thjune2004*
she said|11:30 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
people, 5 more days. just 5 more days.
*ni("v")keng**28thjune2004*
she said|10:05 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
i left his house feeling like an emo bitch.
hiding my gonna cry face from him.
how i wish he'll see it. ok. maybe not.
i hate exams. i dont like last papers.
i dont feel like studying for film.
i must be mad. yea i think i am.
i cant wait for tuesday to be over.
i cant believe i wont be seeing him tmr.
i need to watch kandahar. bye.
random rants: the heart feels like it has been stabbed a million times
*ni("v")keng**28thjune2004*
she said|11:20 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
i miss the spice girls
everybody! work with me!
give me a HELL YEAH!!!
yesssss. i can safely put aside
-fornow-
ask me why ask me why!
BMR EXAM IS OVER !
-runsaroundmytable-
the paper was alright.
except for the damn lit review.
and i think the design diagram in qsn1
what on earth is a design diagram?
i went on and on and on about each
procedure for an experiment.
and u know what?
forget it!
am gonna focus on film. =x
doo dee doo.
i hope tues comes like
-zoooooooooooooom-
and den passes like
-whooooooooooooosh-
all i can say now?
i'm half a free bird!
and baby's POP is in
7 days !!!!!!!!!!!
count down with me people!
okie. i'm gonna digress abit and
start studying for film.
murrrrrr )):
no more OC to watch
maybe i should watch season 1.
yea i think i will.
i think i'm in love
i'm in love with.......
adam brody AND rachel bilson
-hahahahahahahhahahahahahaha-
randam rants: why u n jill suddenly do so well for film?
ok am off. bbbbbuhhh byeeeee.
*ni("v")keng*28thjune2004*
she said|6:39 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
the different types of survey question is zooming inside my head.
soon i'll be shitting damn out.
i wont be surprise if i see the "open-ended question" in my shit
GRRRRRRRRR
i cant wait for bmr n film to be over
i cant wait for baby to POP
i cant wait for 4years to pass
i cant wait to go back perth with the bitches
i cant wait to get married
i cant wait to go for honeymoon.
icantwaiticantwaiticantwait
ok. back to survey. faster finish den can faster watch OC!!!!
tmr have to go jillehwilleh's hse for schindler's list and the pianist.
BAHHHHHH
random rants: make me yours forever <3
*ni("v")keng**28thjune2004*
she said|12:50 AM
Monday, August 21, 2006
bmr paper is this friday
the horror is abt to begin.
i've been sitting at my study desk the WHOLE day
just writting notes for bmr.
non-stop writing! madness.
my ass hurts cuz i sat too long.
i've completed 2chapters.
i'm studying by question actually.
(since we know what are the 4qsns)
so far it's been proceeding smoothly.
i feel so clever now. haha.
i hope this goes on smoothly all the way.
i cant wait to say tt i'm a freebird again.
it's been a long time since i've said tt. hur hur.
baby's planning hard for his future. our future.
i'm so glad. relieved. ((:
he's gonna sign the papers tmr.
i hope all goes well for him for the next 4yrs.
((: my sister is going through a hard time.
sigh. i hope she can tok to me.
we never really toked to one another when we are gg thru a hard time.
i hope we did. am trying to do that now.
i just hope she will share with me sometimes.
although i might not be the best person to tok too.
or someone tt can give a great piece of advice.
just hope everything goes well.
dear sis,
do noe that i'm still here to listen.
even if tai or mother or father or anyone else doesnt stand by u.
i will. u r my one and only sister.
love, ni
i shall go back to experimental methodology
random rants: i wish everyone know what is the meaning of communication.
*ni("v")keng**28thjune2004*
she said|11:58 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
the weekends passed in just
-BLINK-
there you go. it's monday in another 1hr15mins.
-ARGH-
it has been one helluva rollercoaster for me this weekend
getting all worried and scared and what nots abt baby signing on
i teared again.
rmb what i said in my previous entry?
abt how i envy my ex-bf's gf?
yea that entry.
now. it doesnt stand anymore.
aint envying anyone. nah uh.
i'm so grateful that i have baby.
understanding. caring. sweet. awesome.
TOTALLY FANTASTIC!
well, i havent quite accepted his decision to sign on.
or rather. i have accepted (rationally)
but when i'm thinking abt the time he wil have for me.
nope nope nope. i cannot accept.
and my heartaches each time i know he is gonna sign tt contract on tues (22/8)
and he had to tell me that his one week break after POP (1/9) is onli until wed (6/9)
-WHAT THE HELL LA!!!-
means he cant be with me on my birthday.
i was really looking forward.
-but everything is not fixed. and i'm crossing every single fingers and toes and even my eyes and hair that he will get his 1 week (at least) break-
ima happy girl <3
the rose you gave <3
just u n i <3
random rants: make my emotions go away. i need to focus on bmr.
*ni("v")keng**28thjune2004*
she said|10:56 PM
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